Edmonton

So I just spent the weekend in Edmonton and despite the icy winds and lack of snow removal it was a lot of fun. Except for the gut wrenching terror of course. OK I'll explain. I'm going to have to put my New Zealand plans on hold so I can go to school next year - that is if I want any money for tuition. Anyways I've been accepted into a Christian University/College and though I really do want to go I'm terrified that I will either come out brainwashed or get kicked out for immoral behavior. So I'm scared but excited and tropical beaches sound really good right now.
I got a quick peak at the residences I'm required to live in because I won't be 21 until next March. They remind me a little bit of some of the hostels I stayed in when we went across Canada only dirtier with a lousy kitchen. Luckily mom said she'd help me wash the walls when I move in.
Still It's very scary because I know Jesus loves and accepts me but I'm still a little unsure if they will.